Thorn

i've been having 'those' days 

where my heart jumps out of place

and the world tones the volume low

just so to match my sorrow

i've been wasting my tears

cant seem to dig out the spears

that was buried in me for years

and most of all realising you were faking it all

you laughed when i fall

its joy to you 

when everyone turns to me just to say adieu.

though i must say

you acted very well in this play

you give your all to me on stage

the truth you'd like to stab me right through backstage

you love the spotlight do you now?

i felt fooled

fooled so much i'm out of ideas to live on

might a being such as i ends itself

let hopes go blind and live with what has left.