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She lay by his body, his icy cold body. His heart beats no more, the only one reason she carried on with her life has now ended, disasterly. His last words to her slaughtered her heart inside out. She was not his lover, so he said. She mourned for months, confused was all the mourning for he is gone or the fact that all the while that he lived, he never loved her back and she was cheated. The answer was, all of the above. Sadly for Sophie, everything turns to hell, and she didnt even know what was coming for her, what was written for her future that will set her to mischief cases. Sophie, never ate a meal since his death. She only ate fruits and little digestions cookies just to keep living and solve the mysteries of the reasons why he never loved her when she had gave everything that she had to him. Then she remember that he never kissed her before though he had mention the three little words that meant so big. Now she's not sure what it means anymore.

The doorbell rang. Sophie, in the toilet cutting her wrist with a mini knife. Her mind floats and she didnt realise she's making a deep cut and nearly cut a vein or more. The doorbell rang many times until the ringer gave up and smashed open the door himself and called out her name. He started to shout for her but she couldnt call onto him. She gathered every power that she had but still couldnt speak to call for him. Him the familiar voice. Yes she knows him, very well indeed. She tried to speak out for his name, she made a great effort that her spine hurt, and she succesfully did.

"I'm iin.. the -"

Sophie didnt manage to finish her sentence, but luckily he heard her and he abruptly followed her voice. He found her on the shower tiles, the raindrops flow from the shower pipe down to the drain with some of Sophie's blood washed away blending with the water. She was already unconscious and her pulse was getting slower. He carried her in his arms rushing to where she needs to be.

" Dont do this to me, Sophie. Not after all that i have been through. I still havent told you the truth-"


to be continued