Different kinds of answers

girl - we've been together playing a fool all this while, i think we should get on with it.. to the next level?

boy-definitely, what do you want to do next?..

boy2-what do you have in mind?

girl- its not about doing anything. Damnit why are you so slow?

boy-whats the problem? did i say something wrong? i was sure i wasnt. you cant expect me to be perfect, im no mind reader.

boy2- alright, then how do i get faster?

girl- ugh. stop blabbing. just answer me. honestly. with that smothered in nothing else.

boy- okay?

boy2- scouts honour

girl- well.. what do you.. think of me?

boy- hwhat? is this some kinda joke?

boy2- oh no its a death trap *giggles*

girl- will you just answer?

boy- fine. i think youre an awesome n cool person if you werent i wont be here with you, got it?

boy2- im not a romantic and i dont know how to arrange my words like shakespeare does but i think that youre just the person that i can be old with

girl- next question. Why do you love me?

boy- thats simple. its because youre really beautiful

boy2- because the first time i saw you, the time you accidentally got mustard on your white dress and laughed about it you got my heart strucked. that was really funny.

girl- thats it?

boy- well what else you want me to say?

boy2- yea and.. not to mention you looked really beautiful in that white dress.. with um, a bit of yellow splattered on it..

girl- you know beauty ages..

boy- so? thats the future. im in love with you now

boy2- thats just physical

girl- what does that even mean.

boy- whats wrong with the questions, man i hate it when you get naggy

boy2- it means that, i didnt fell in love with you because of your perfect face, or the way your hair falls to your shoulders when you untie em tho it looks breathtaking, but i love you 'cause of your heart. its just who you are. its how you made me feel, i feel like when im with you, i stand as the most luckiest man alive. Will you please stop asking all this again, you just made me sound like shakespeare, thats very gay.

<3>

October

it is the month of wishing.

there are thousands to wish for

the playing melody behind it

supporting its imagination

encrypting illusions

what should be written

the day passes by once

with time too short

and this head for a running

not a stop for the surface

keep on swimming

find your wish

for the day that will never come back

find your wish

grip on it

and survive massacres

think about the day that you win over Chaos

feel upon trillions of heart that had suffer

and dissolves in a sudden victory

grasp upon that colour

them who will paint your future

plan it well.

random

pfft, we ALWAYS fall for the wrong guys

i know. its freaking sad isnt it?!

playing a fool, and some is such a whacko, and some ugh! i cant say anymore

well that should be the way now with teenagers.. cause the only right guy the dreamy one the perfect one is the one youre gonna marry in the future.

i guess youre right. love at this age. it will always be the wrong guy, or the *coughs* wrong girl.. if it were to be the right one we would have to marry him

Something with a meaning

hello
it's me again
a whole lot's changed
since i left and
i don't know i guess
i felt like checking in

surprise
you let it ring
well it's your turn to
leave me hanging
i don't care
i know you love it
when you see me call

i wonder who you're loving now
i'm guessing we won't work things out

you know what they say
you can't have it so you want it back
i'm way past that
believe me
if you could be in my life
like you've been on my mind
it'd be so easy

hello
it's me again
it's three days now
that you've been in my dreams
and i don't know, i guess
you've just been on my mind
i don't know, i guess
i think about you all the time

i wonder if she's much like me
i wonder if she's what you need

you know what they say
you can't have it so you want it back
i'm way past that
believe me
if you could be in my life
like you've been on my mind
it'd be so easy
i know i'm to blame
but it kills me that
i made you hate me
like you've erased me
and i know what they say
they say you'll be happier
better off without me

i'm sure it's hard to see me
i'm sure you don't believe a word
because you've heard it all before
and we're so far from where we were


goodbye
i'll let you go
i'll get back to life
and living solo
cause i know i need a few years on my own

you know what they say
you can't have it so you want it back
i'm way past that
believe me
if you could be in my life
like you've been on my mind
it'd be so easy
i know i'm to blame
but it kills me that
i made you hate me
like you've erased me
and i know what they say
they say you'll be happier
better off without me