let it Rise, let it Go

the vertical ladder falls down today
whatever the loathsome from the city's bay
to think you own the past from what was shamed
leaving me and myself all to the blame

the city light when a dimmed
your shadow cast left its limbs
yours to know, me to find out?
i dont enjoy that kind of life, lets just speak out

still i know the turn you made
when insane for it all the blade
synchronized thoughts wont come to light
a synchronized war will come to fight

i was dumfounded
lost and determined?
where's the cause
of whats left behind

its the past
nobody can reverse the time
i even lost the button
to shut up and rewind.

what was that the above?
for the reason shall stay in that Pandora
lost to the power of it
lost, gone, washed, and etc