How I Dance In My Head

i doubt my feelings now and yesterday
i drove around the lovesome hearts bay
i saw alot of birds hand in hand
some were sharing glares
nanny and grumps loved the stare
others would just laugh
and i would only cry inside

i know you never asked me to count on time
but i really couldnt just live without counting
i dont know how long i can count in days to come
and i dazed off in my counts,
sleeping in them,
smiling through.

It's sick to think
when you love one, you'll hurt another
That is just my maiden name over there
Come to realise this fact
Maybe i should just give up
Whats the waiting for..
whats the crushing for..
why my heart is for..

You.