Monday, November 17, 2008

Letting the Days Go By

what was left behind

the ones that didnt jump closer, further up by front
she lift her heads up
scowling at the sky
what seem to matter
never really leave the tan soils
instead they live together
eternity eats them souls
who couldve been the one
creating all this mess.
i have to deny the mess
dive in the many bless
shiver ghouls from graves
leaving footprints around the merry courtyard
and lead them all to the rights of left
many things had happened to her
her mind numb, confused all together
begging invisible skies
bring back what she missed
bring back and erase that given last kiss
i turn around, around the corner
as i close my eyes, there was light, golden and pure butter
where he stood by the good old well
with dancing diamonds that was born with it
waving smiles to me who sat still
couldnt move a limb even with my strongest will
when he told me 
pick up everything, all your breadcrumbs
dont waste a single drop
dont waste anything that has a risk of regret
pick it all up
and throw it away when you must
only for now
you could just pray for me
as i will watch over you
from a very far distance
keeping you safe with my guardian angels
and never worry about me being lonely
as i have them as my hearts and ears and lips
they have become the substitute people
for the ones i once had
the ones that i will meet again.
someday..

though she dreamt of him
though the words were clear
she couldnt stop her mind just yet
she lets herself dwell in the numb
decided to shout on it for later
only time 
only time, its what she promised.
to regain the ever strength
to live her life again.

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