Wonder Worrified

Theres this big grey cloud above my head

All those bed bugs buggers on my bed

Sure elders told me too see things ahead

But i just shudder the dissapointments

Hoping matters that will resist me

Life aint that simple i know

But everytime i recite this

You never hesitate to go

What do you think of me now?

Do you know me?

Perhaps not or maybe never

I am curious to what youre thinking

You wear a mask when youre with me

You never show me the real you

All you do is make people laugh some more

I would wonder in loneliness

What is there, in the chapters of your heart

Together, Near or far apart

I pray you open yourself

So i wont have to face the wasted conclusions

Guessing how you exactly feel

And finally, break the premises of my fears

Abhorence of admiration will take over me

With reckless left its body

To spend the next suspending imaginations

To know what life is all about

And yes

Fear has overcome me now,

so please come and wake me from this nightmare

Just like Prince rescued Sleeping Beauty

100 years i felt

this world of no further breathing

let me come to know you

let you free me

never for my heart to break again.