Yet

if only you wouldnt hold on to my heart so indelicately

if only you knew every tone when this midge screams its peaks

if only you turned your back and have a look at me when i fell

if only then and there you saved me from falling

if only you stayed to hear on my unnecessaries

if only fate somehow twists so that we meet everyday

though we wont conversate

but i know you'll feel my presence

stabbing in your heart

repeating its indulgence

howling at its glory

and if only i wasnt a cursed statue

not a limb moving

only a heart beating

thromping its way

finding an escape

and if only there wasnt any memory left of you

or maybe a tragedy would happen

truly so that, that part of my memory is erased

and never would come back

and if only i knew

how stupid i was to not think of you

how moronic not to whisper i love you

and if only now

that i wont be here like this

picking up every piece

yet.

to all this.

if only pigs could fly then yeah.