Time

why would time be so unfair

for general being it would move on

as time would go living

others will cry, live and die with

just like the waters by the shore

it comes and goes

it doesnt wander

wont waste to linger

it will come

and it will go

as it is

..

but why

in this case

why for me

time frozes in its own method

that if i cry

i'd cry forever

that if i pass by

i'll not move on

that if i come

i will not go

that if i live

i will not die

its a moment that holds

it drags

waiting for the worse to come

..

i tried everything

by my will

crossed countries

finding solutions

hoping there is to a life of a conclusion

imagining in my head

maybe someday

i could finally breathe free

..

i tried potions

fought with motions

but alls fail

i lost the war

couldnt find the light

to the end of this tunnel

not a glimpse of sun

..

but again

why should i continue fighting

i'm on life support

and whats best is

it doesn't matter anymore.