what was left behind

the ones that didnt jump closer, further up by front

she lift her heads up

scowling at the sky

what seem to matter

never really leave the tan soils

instead they live together

eternity eats them souls

who couldve been the one

creating all this mess.

i have to deny the mess

dive in the many bless

shiver ghouls from graves

leaving footprints around the merry courtyard

and lead them all to the rights of left

many things had happened to her

her mind numb, confused all together

begging invisible skies

bring back what she missed

bring back and erase that given last kiss

i turn around, around the corner

as i close my eyes, there was light, golden and pure butter

where he stood by the good old well

with dancing diamonds that was born with it

waving smiles to me who sat still

couldnt move a limb even with my strongest will

when he told me

pick up everything, all your breadcrumbs

dont waste a single drop

dont waste anything that has a risk of regret

pick it all up

and throw it away when you must

only for now

you could just pray for me

as i will watch over you

from a very far distance

keeping you safe with my guardian angels

and never worry about me being lonely

as i have them as my hearts and ears and lips

they have become the substitute people

for the ones i once had

the ones that i will meet again.

someday..

though she dreamt of him

though the words were clear

she couldnt stop her mind just yet

she lets herself dwell in the numb

decided to shout on it for later

only time

only time, its what she promised.

to regain the ever strength

to live her life again.