for Real

its just unbearable yet its something you have got to hold on to. all i want, if they could learn and understand, and appreciate

i'm dreaming across the hallway.. we're dancing by our first step.
forgetting the surface.. the soles untouched
the sky cleared for the day
as though its telling us to dance more
i wont stop, that i know
i could dance all day all night all year

at the field, we felt the ground by our backs
and a drop fell on my lips
it was from the sky

you got up to your feet
and took my hand
danced with the crying sky
here we are
never saying goodbye

hey magalenha

woah liao. haha XD

seriously. ive only like watchd latin in youtubes'. but when i actually see it live, i just couldnt breathe.
i shouted out too much i think i'm going to lose my voice soon, here comes the sexy voice ;D haha. oh my gosh.. really.. the only word in my head was awesome. through out the night my feet has been killing me like nails stabbing em but when they danced i couldnt feel a thing at all. maybe it was getting numb X) but the point im trying to get to here is, they were so good. especially when they danced to one of my fave song, Magalenha.. its like i was in another land.

oh then i saw them waltz! its just really exactly like fairytale. it looks like merry-go-round, unstoppable.. i wonder if i were to suddenly got to the dancefloor, i wud get alot of shoe print all over me *shiver* oh their dresses.

omg!!! and this is one more weird thing, not weird but i feel like the night
really was so perfect.

everything was yellow. not all la but most of it!
the balloons! they were yellow!!

ok im gonna just type with this babe colour ^^

and theres like a few yellow dress which i was rlly in love with.



no, i was in love with everything that happened that night, i had to pinch myself every now an then to check if i was dreaming . and to the fact that i really wasnt.. AH! ^^
alot of things, a whole lot of love, happened but imma just keep it all to myself ;)

Frustrated

im fighting to put a smile on this face

ive been feeling a love i cant ever replace

but you know, im the only one in the world feeling like this

youre not coming

you dont seem to comprehend my feeling

youre just some, whom obliged in my soul

, hunting for happiness to take part in sorrow

no im just

i want to see you

can you believe it

im currently feeling the wind they brushed into the trees

it made them greens dancing by the foyer

glaring its symphony to me

the music

is it a message for me?

is it my own letter

or is it just my imagination?

this is how im feeling

unsure of reality nor imagination.

a word by word i take care of so gently

when all i get is a mind thats still

just floating around somewhere. 

OUUUuuuchhhh! *sob*

i decided to bake today.. since tmrw is DTB reunion :)
a made chocolate cookies ;D getting excited?? haha

but thing is.. i got a cut and three burns.. at my finger.. it hurtsss!!

they better enjoy my cookie! ^^

hello cupcake

siti, i selsema lah.

aaaaaaaaaaaaa CHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

LOVE,

wonderwoman

:D

sweetie pie?

aaaaaaaaaaaaah,

i'm so HOT!

LOVE,

wonderwoman

cayunk...

hello siti :)

u dah pangsai pagi td? ke o'oooooook?

LOVE,

wonderwoman

Watcha gon do with all that K inside that U

Im gonna get get get an I get N G
KUNING LETS GO LETS GO KUNING!!!!

i woke up in the morning, got me goosebumps...........!!!! i dont know how to put in words how i felt, it was extremely overwhelming! i was so semangat. its our last sports day for form 5. i tried to find every yellow things i have ^^ inka bought me the yellow head band so i wore that thru out the day! :D our yellow house theme was the almighty brave Lion! roar! the arak lintas (as he says 'cross beer' =.= that genius potato..) was awesome!! there was Celine as Cleopatra she was gorgeous, and nadia was the handsome trojan. the formation was great.

at the grand stand i was sitting with nina.

me : i love the sky.. look!
nina : siti you say that everywhere you go.
me : its so pretty
nina : hmm.

but seriously the sky was pretty, with the atmosphere and all. the stadium i love the stadium.

me : i love it here, if only its like open to public i'd go here everyday and run at the tracks
nina : brrrr, alone? tak takut ke ada hantu nanti
me : errrkk..

then came to senamrobik comp. i was sorta nervous but after i entered the field i forgot about it and enjoyed myself thru n thru ^^ i never knew there would be a day where i actually have fun with senamrobik, and this with spirit and energy to give all out. all of senamrobik girls got three black claws, and painted whiskers on our cheeks! yeah we're the lions! all of the grls was so cute im very proud of them. and the our ending position was like ROARRR like Alex in madagascar you know that pose where he goes roarrr yeah we did that pose, it was so cute! i still remember Ilana my form 1 junior she'd go """ ohhh my fave part, siti siti can i roar?? """ yeah go for it!""" yayyyy!!"" of course her roarr was THE loudest. she's so cute, all of the juniors was so cute. i miss rehearsing with them, theyre so much fun.

and when acara penyampaian hadiah we were all holding our hands, more like gripping, closing our eyes tight wishing and praying as a team to win this year..
and when they announce the 4th and 3rd place which wasnt yellow house i strtd to cry, (there we go again) and the " johan acara senamrobik jatuh kepada rumah......... (everybody started to cheer)... kunninNNGGG!!!!!" I WAS HUGGING EVERYBODY, LEFT RIGHT WHOEVER I COULDNT BOTHER I WAS SO HAPPY.. okay you readers might think hey its just senamrobik.. but man the core of our hearts its the first taste of yellow house actually WON in many years we've been the last place, so yeah, give us a clap ;D and then the results for arak lintas! and we got first place TOOOOOOOOO. ROARR GIRLS, ROARRR! I WAS hi 5'ing everyone this time, i hit my own eye, like accidently poke but i cudnt care, my tears was running down mad. and i saw our house master, Siti Aqeela she was in tears too, that moment was very touchy for all of us. but though, the real moment we've been waiting for...
"kejohanan sukan tahun 2009 jatuh kepada rumah.." we yellow house second place, it was a dart to our hearts, blue house got first place for few years straight i dnt even rmmbr since when. but then second place is a good step up from the last place okay lemme rephrase! GREAT STEP UP. so the spirit was indescribable. i'm proud to be in my house. I salute Siti Aqeela. so as bunny says because of her undying support yellow house actually stepped up.




oh so then after everything, me n my friends went to go have lunch at OT kopitiam, Rina drove!! with her P license, or was it L? but it was awesome all 6 of us in a car, ive already started dreaming about after SPM roadtrip.. BANG! okay back to reality. more to hardwork.. no more house prac :(

but BABY I'M SO PROUD TO LOVE YELLOW ^^

aint it obvious

evidently dont you think. its clearly stated. =.=

the heads too slow to succumb
the knees and limbs getting numb
and these words that tangles on my toungue
had a feeling the worst had come to sung
i had the dream a foolish one
a man in figure held a wand
casting a spell on me

was he bewitching?
or was it curses
i was on air the spell mustve been lifting
he kept on his verses
and i my heart exploded then

he made me feel indifferent
he made me better than whom i was
a tale to on depend
a grasping brass

but time seems to go as it fades
above all some things still in my head
burried in deep
made you cant you sleep
a feeling most likely to go
but only the heart knows
unfortunately for me
only my heart knows.

the wedding story

i got there arnd... 7 ish pm.
all the while was thnking about the food XP
there was jokes going arnd
and our table is the only ones laughing
had to stand up and sit down back few times..
raja perlis was it?
took lotta pictures. now is 2 am
and im tired.
brought back a white rose
and it smells so nice.
^^

100 truths

A hundred truths.

1. Real Name: Siti Amirah Binti Abdul Rahim
2. Nickname(s): Siti, Amirah, anak jawa(uncle tamimi!!),shichi, hagu, chi, busuk, Mak Cik
3. Age: going on 17
4. Zodiac Sign: sexiest sign ;) liBRA
5. Male or Female: guess?? haha
6. Elementary: Sri Petaling
7. Middle School: Sri Aman
8. High School: Sri Aman
9. College School: UM!! with my prayers ;)
10. Hair colour: brownish black
11. Long or Short: short ;(
12. Loud or Quiet: middle ehehe
13. Sweats or Jeans: apple bottom jeans
14. Phone or Camera: camera phone
15. Health Freak: nt so much, very fragile
16. Drink or Smoke: drink vitagen and smoke oxygen!
17. Do you have a crush on someone: sssshhh!
18. Eat or Drink: eat maybe :P
19. Piercings: (only the ears okay)
20. Tattoos: glitter sticker tatoos
21. Social or Anti- Social : .........
22. First piercing: 5 yrs old. it hurts.. back then
23. First relationship : form 1
24. First Best Friend: Rushahidah Aishah
25. First Award: gunung ledang camp (2 yrs old)
26. First Kiss : '''''''''''
27. First Pet: Lilo, monkey ^^
28. First Big Vacation: Sydney
29. First Love at first sight : ++
30. First Big Birthday: McDonalds!! std 1
49. Eating: not now.
50. Drinking:
51. Excitement level : dull.
52. I'm about to: go post this up?
53. Listening to: my classmates rambles n gossips
54. Plan for today: rumah kuning? stayback til god knws wht time
55. Waiting for: 25th and 29th
56. Energy Level: moderate
57. Thinking of someone: yes
58. Want kids?: someday
59. Want to get married?: someday
60. Careers in mind?: dance teacher :) not possible..
68. Lips or Eyes?: both
69. Romantic or Funny?: i dont know
70. Shorter or Taller?: taller
71. Protective or Caring?: 20% protective 80% of the rest
72. Romantic or Spontaneous?: dnt mind
73. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: dnt bother =.=
74. Sensitive or Loud?: ni satu lagi soalan..
75. Hook-up or Relationship?: ...
76. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: whaaaaa
80. Lost glasses or contacts: dnt hv em
81. Ran away from home: for vacation.. haha
82. Held a gun/knife for self defence: from a cockroach! it was flying!
83. Killed somebody: that poor ant ;(
84. Broken someone's heart: yes
85. Been arrested: hihihi
87. Cried when someone died: yes
89. Yourself: emmm, be more pandai you idiot?
90. Miracles: watchg moon in the morning :) i love that
91. Love at first sight: more to Like at first sight
92. Heaven: uhuh!
93. Santa Claus: for fun ;D
94. Tooth Fairy: theyre my parents =.=
95. Kiss in the first date: aint tht cheap +.+
97. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : yes
98. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : thankful
99. Do you believe in God? : =.=
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 7 people:





QAASIM
surayyn
anybody who reads, AHAH!

<3

<3 ?

sigh.
whats life towards working hard, the never ending bricks of sweats.. and this massive headache ive been having =.= yeah having it now, i feel like taking that cordless and drill it at the side of my head.

so i took a book and tried to read, and the next thing you know i'm slumbered away. its like as though ive been working shipping or something, end up dead tired everytime i got back frm school. and the most scariest thing. i lost my addiction in novels!!!!!! but to shakespeare i still read, once in a while, been smothering my thoughts with pages of king John one of many from the author's work. where or where can i find you back my passione~.

i guess i just need back my dancing, really looking forward to May :)

and i really miss somebody ^^

Qaasim

i miss them like crazy,


qis's blog : I swear if I could, I'd make up a law to make it illegal to have feelings for someone who doesn't return them back.

thts so cute Ayu!! XD

Blondes?

lotions are spread now what next?
manicures, check.
pedics, check.
what else?

cmon brainstorm.. i know yr a blonde thts like the main thing you cant be doing. a blonde.. brainstorming? are you kidding?

XD

blondes actually wrote break up letters for themselves and put em by their side,, and next thing she picks em up, pretending to get shocked "oh its for me" and look happy, and when she opened the letter she cries by herself (okay thats from disney channel but its so blonde! xp)

i got no job

lifes like an hourglass glued to the table.

to tell you the truth. ?
to tell you how it feels like. ?
to let you know how you really hurted me. ?
to tell you a story on how i cry every night. ?

you just wont get it
the fact that i did silently pray
for you to understand your own tricks
how you apply them towards the people around you

why do i care?
because of this now
you make me dont care
you make me refuse to imply

love
is what im waiting for
lust
is just one part of life thats a devil to me
loath
just one thing i have for you right now

and i have to say sorry
that i may have hurted you
cause all thats in my head
is one verbal thought
"angst"
which means alot of things..
which i have learnt today
youre just my imaginary
i created you
and you decided to hurt me?
i accept
and i admit
i am hurt.

but you dnt know that
from these scars that you drew
they can always heal
and beneficial from it too
i learnt from my wrong do's
i can study you
and destroy you from that

all i want to tell you is that.
i just typed crap

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i feel like typing right now.. so i type junkies. XD

<3

qaasim i miss you ;)
pondans i miss you ;p
you you i miss you ;)
Acky<3
doraemon
mr teddy
jazz shoes i miss you