Pointless

to repay such democratic hypocracy, i tend to be at the point of no plans, trapped in this body that my soul has been longing to be freed. what other streets should i walk? what other valleys should i cross? i've been to the great high mountain, but never did i to the top. i've faced millions of pretenders but what about the billions?

breath,

i kept telling myself

take the most out of time.

but just to breath in and out

just to do such random thing for daily

it hurts the most

a dagger thats in your heart

and was fated to be there

as long as it can hold

as long as this live.

,,

my other world 

intend to pull my throughly

whole

but just as my lust starting to outrage

it stops

the world stops

just for me to observe the reality

and take chances from seen advantages

to take part in ever laugh 

to love every mind

to die willfully in the end.

''

where am i ought to go

for now i dont know

where was i supposed to be

the answer is only within me

and also in others that has believed

ever jokers dreams that has took me

to them that i have reached

and as they could just foretell me things

only i can make it come true

for my fate is mine

no one can puppet me

except in the hands of His

i shall obey 

that is the way

if He says it 

..

yet i sit still on the basic earth

never have i felt it shake

that i wish it will remain as it is

for me to feel the ground with every vital

understand its grief and weight

that has made it cry for a millions of years

to wonder if i could be as strong as this planet

but all i thought was a failure

how could it be

as it wouldve never happen to me.

..

however much i play it in my mind

however again it will repeat

this loss

and every occured pain

will still remain

the same

..

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