Bitter truth Sweet lie

you have been down
deep underground
ur face has dropped
u stumble still u refused to stop

for what it seemed
u are to blame
it is subtle and silent although you are screaming
you run back and forth escaping, still you earn shame

i cant
i wont
i hadnt
i'll never

these were the words that u have been saying
its playing in my mind, repeating repeating
but what since you left
you left with nothing
not a heart not soul
its pain shot dart
u'll turn to a ghoul

i know i am
a ghoul indeed
who has been kicked when i'm down
who has been laughed when i'm around.

but you
just stood there
pretending
unaware

as i'm a glass
bother not u may think
i'll have fear over you as brass
i want you to sink

so still as statue
u pose with glamour
with all fake virtue
i laughed at your so called humour

though i still remeber your love vows
on how much you'll commit
its all false heart and still is now
covered with blankets of vomit.

still u dont realise
what foolish act u have caused
u mutter something jewel of crystal ice
yet all i hear is the things that i despised

so soon u leave in a rush to catch who
you seem happy with what u conceived
for once u leave
the hell leaves with you.

longing for air nor ruth?
thinking in mind when u will die?
hush now,
forever I am The Bitter Truth
and You The Sweet Lie.