pms XD

its always hv been a thought.. cant simply breathe right now, all this circumstances are growing, larger by second. cant seem to understand my situations better than before. people tend to be better as they get more experience in life but i'm like stuck in my past. which is so blood sucking annoying. i want to go further but there just happen to the presence of bricks chained to my ankles. its like in my life.. my only goal is setting myself free from this moronic life. a battle between Tinkerbell and a big giant Titan Monster. only unfortunately, i am the Tinkerbell. aint it 'blatantly obvious' that i am an incompetence for that big monster T.T

the word "Free Time" vanished to me. ive always thought that life would be better off when you get older, teachers will be non existant, no 5 hours nags from them, no piles of homeworks, no such backstabbing 'best friends'. No cheating, unloyal boyfriends who chases after your circle of friends to find other options. Nay, fact is they will stay on for the rest of your lives. Your bosses are your teacher, and theyre far more worse, the nags you just really have to succumb to please them or its "OFF WITH HER HEAD" situation. Your homeworks are now your presentations, assignments .. from solving a math problem in an exercise books, now you gotta solve War of the World. Backstabbing colleagues, who just wanna fry you up. No dumbo boyfriends but its your husband who goes off at night, preferring to spend the night with bimbos and then you wish someone could please just eat you alive. What of a fool was i to think so closedly that life would get better as time goes by. "Free Time", Holidays, Festivals.. in time.. what the hell are they?