aint it obvious

evidently dont you think. its clearly stated. =.=

the heads too slow to succumb
the knees and limbs getting numb
and these words that tangles on my toungue
had a feeling the worst had come to sung
i had the dream a foolish one
a man in figure held a wand
casting a spell on me

was he bewitching?
or was it curses
i was on air the spell mustve been lifting
he kept on his verses
and i my heart exploded then

he made me feel indifferent
he made me better than whom i was
a tale to on depend
a grasping brass

but time seems to go as it fades
above all some things still in my head
burried in deep
made you cant you sleep
a feeling most likely to go
but only the heart knows
unfortunately for me
only my heart knows.

the wedding story

i got there arnd... 7 ish pm.
all the while was thnking about the food XP
there was jokes going arnd
and our table is the only ones laughing
had to stand up and sit down back few times..
raja perlis was it?
took lotta pictures. now is 2 am
and im tired.
brought back a white rose
and it smells so nice.
^^

100 truths

A hundred truths.

1. Real Name: Siti Amirah Binti Abdul Rahim
2. Nickname(s): Siti, Amirah, anak jawa(uncle tamimi!!),shichi, hagu, chi, busuk, Mak Cik
3. Age: going on 17
4. Zodiac Sign: sexiest sign ;) liBRA
5. Male or Female: guess?? haha
6. Elementary: Sri Petaling
7. Middle School: Sri Aman
8. High School: Sri Aman
9. College School: UM!! with my prayers ;)
10. Hair colour: brownish black
11. Long or Short: short ;(
12. Loud or Quiet: middle ehehe
13. Sweats or Jeans: apple bottom jeans
14. Phone or Camera: camera phone
15. Health Freak: nt so much, very fragile
16. Drink or Smoke: drink vitagen and smoke oxygen!
17. Do you have a crush on someone: sssshhh!
18. Eat or Drink: eat maybe :P
19. Piercings: (only the ears okay)
20. Tattoos: glitter sticker tatoos
21. Social or Anti- Social : .........
22. First piercing: 5 yrs old. it hurts.. back then
23. First relationship : form 1
24. First Best Friend: Rushahidah Aishah
25. First Award: gunung ledang camp (2 yrs old)
26. First Kiss : '''''''''''
27. First Pet: Lilo, monkey ^^
28. First Big Vacation: Sydney
29. First Love at first sight : ++
30. First Big Birthday: McDonalds!! std 1
49. Eating: not now.
50. Drinking:
51. Excitement level : dull.
52. I'm about to: go post this up?
53. Listening to: my classmates rambles n gossips
54. Plan for today: rumah kuning? stayback til god knws wht time
55. Waiting for: 25th and 29th
56. Energy Level: moderate
57. Thinking of someone: yes
58. Want kids?: someday
59. Want to get married?: someday
60. Careers in mind?: dance teacher :) not possible..
68. Lips or Eyes?: both
69. Romantic or Funny?: i dont know
70. Shorter or Taller?: taller
71. Protective or Caring?: 20% protective 80% of the rest
72. Romantic or Spontaneous?: dnt mind
73. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: dnt bother =.=
74. Sensitive or Loud?: ni satu lagi soalan..
75. Hook-up or Relationship?: ...
76. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: whaaaaa
80. Lost glasses or contacts: dnt hv em
81. Ran away from home: for vacation.. haha
82. Held a gun/knife for self defence: from a cockroach! it was flying!
83. Killed somebody: that poor ant ;(
84. Broken someone's heart: yes
85. Been arrested: hihihi
87. Cried when someone died: yes
89. Yourself: emmm, be more pandai you idiot?
90. Miracles: watchg moon in the morning :) i love that
91. Love at first sight: more to Like at first sight
92. Heaven: uhuh!
93. Santa Claus: for fun ;D
94. Tooth Fairy: theyre my parents =.=
95. Kiss in the first date: aint tht cheap +.+
97. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : yes
98. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : thankful
99. Do you believe in God? : =.=
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 7 people:





QAASIM
surayyn
anybody who reads, AHAH!

<3

<3 ?

sigh.
whats life towards working hard, the never ending bricks of sweats.. and this massive headache ive been having =.= yeah having it now, i feel like taking that cordless and drill it at the side of my head.

so i took a book and tried to read, and the next thing you know i'm slumbered away. its like as though ive been working shipping or something, end up dead tired everytime i got back frm school. and the most scariest thing. i lost my addiction in novels!!!!!! but to shakespeare i still read, once in a while, been smothering my thoughts with pages of king John one of many from the author's work. where or where can i find you back my passione~.

i guess i just need back my dancing, really looking forward to May :)

and i really miss somebody ^^

Qaasim

i miss them like crazy,


qis's blog : I swear if I could, I'd make up a law to make it illegal to have feelings for someone who doesn't return them back.

thts so cute Ayu!! XD

Blondes?

lotions are spread now what next?
manicures, check.
pedics, check.
what else?

cmon brainstorm.. i know yr a blonde thts like the main thing you cant be doing. a blonde.. brainstorming? are you kidding?

XD

blondes actually wrote break up letters for themselves and put em by their side,, and next thing she picks em up, pretending to get shocked "oh its for me" and look happy, and when she opened the letter she cries by herself (okay thats from disney channel but its so blonde! xp)

i got no job

lifes like an hourglass glued to the table.

to tell you the truth. ?
to tell you how it feels like. ?
to let you know how you really hurted me. ?
to tell you a story on how i cry every night. ?

you just wont get it
the fact that i did silently pray
for you to understand your own tricks
how you apply them towards the people around you

why do i care?
because of this now
you make me dont care
you make me refuse to imply

love
is what im waiting for
lust
is just one part of life thats a devil to me
loath
just one thing i have for you right now

and i have to say sorry
that i may have hurted you
cause all thats in my head
is one verbal thought
"angst"
which means alot of things..
which i have learnt today
youre just my imaginary
i created you
and you decided to hurt me?
i accept
and i admit
i am hurt.

but you dnt know that
from these scars that you drew
they can always heal
and beneficial from it too
i learnt from my wrong do's
i can study you
and destroy you from that

all i want to tell you is that.
i just typed crap

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i feel like typing right now.. so i type junkies. XD

<3

qaasim i miss you ;)
pondans i miss you ;p
you you i miss you ;)
Acky<3
doraemon
mr teddy
jazz shoes i miss you